Only those who stay Dead shall remember Death.

Recently, I (Lana) discovered that when rearranged, the letters in my name spell torn loyal tea. I think it's cool and rather telling. Ever since, I've grown slightly convinced that much of my life consists of a tragic array of conflicted interests.

That said, I should warn you I'm one of those hopeless wrecks trying to quench an insatiable boredom. However, this isn't the means, it's simply the outlet.

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Balance.

Stress is created by imbalance. I have a lot of stress. It’s petty caused by stupid things like an imbalance of priorities, or a conflict of interest, and other things. That doesn’t mean it’s any less stressful—it still has a negative impact and weighs a toll.

I am realizing more and more that the things that give me grief are my own doing and they are a direct result of all the little imbalances running amok in my life.

I am trying to restore some of that shifted weight.

I am trying to be calm and not feel overwhelmed and not board in feelings so much and I have to teach myself these things because they are important.

My way of dealing with things is being the “Yes” person, and keeping quiet, and letting things avalanche.

Pretty soon I’ll have a fresh start with most things. I just really need to keep my life in balance. It is essential.

(3 weeks ago)